Geek Guy 1: “Why does he want to talk to me about Linux?”
Geek Guy 2: “Oh well you know, you practically invented Linux.”
Geek Guy 1: “Yeah, me and Linus together. We’re buds. We even kiss on occasion.”
Geek Girl: “Wow. That’s kinda hot.”
Geek Guys: “…”
“I was watching Star Trek Voyager last night. I got to the part where Kess dies and 7 of 9 joins the crew.”
“Oh, the life support system for breasts.”
“What?”
“Well, that’s what she is on that show basically: a life support system for breasts.”
“That’s terrible, horrible, and also very true! …more true, her breasts are the life support systems for the rest of the show.”
Situation: 7 of Wands Reversed – Misgivings about an outcome of something recent which is making you perplexed and anxious. Someone’s hesitation has caused a loss.
Background: Page of Pentacles – Bad news, illogical thinking, and wasting what has been gained
Myself: The Lovers – Partnership in love and trust, perfection in communication, honor and romance, beauty, and a couple who can work together to overcome trials.
Influences/Surroundings (Him): 4 of Swords – Someone who is resting in seclusion and meditating
Conclusion: 2 of Swords – Balance in a dangerous, precarious spot. There is a possibility of problems ahead and a difficult decision. I have to chose between the lesser of two evils, but have the knowledge and ability to balance and make the best of the situation.
Since I got this tarot deck from my best friend at my fifteenth birthday party, from the first reading everything was accurate. Since then I’ve found that accuracy doesn’t always mean helpful and insightful. Times like these I’m told mostly what I already know. The ability to focus on a situation and see clearly what is ahead doesn’t always make the road less rocky, windy, or dangerous. A sign that says caution doesn’t necessarily make having caution any easier.
None of the cards that came up surprised me in the least. The two of swords is worrisome because it confirms that things are as dangerous as I’m worried they are, yet comforting since it’s a card of strength. It says, I can make it and come out of this as strong if not stronger.
Barriers are not the answer here. Sometimes blocking off someone is necessary, but it always comes at a great price. Every time I close off my heart, it’s more difficult to open up and trust.
When two people are set in their positions there is a stalemate. To break it, we must come out from behind our swords and see each other’s sides. I feel like this has been done, and we must stay open if we are to find peace and wholeness.
I can do this. The instinct I have is to struggle to keep my feelings under control, but instead I shouldn’t be afraid to feel and live as long as I keep my eyes open and face facts.
Life is for living.